i'm so tired.. OT-ing at home. haha.. so took the chance to blog before I sleep! =)
i feel like i'm 30 yrs old... it wasn't until a cab driver asked me how old i am, and den i remembered, i haven't even turned 20! gosh........ why am i still 19+. Life is such a long way to go........................... quickly. end it for me.
nahhh. just kidding.
i'd love to see how i will die. hehe.. yes. i'm abit sadist ar... i wonder if i will be murdered? or killed in an accident? or die by diseases? cancer? peacefully by old age? or just sudden death?
so curious... but it will never be suicide.
ahh.. i think too much. i always think too far, too long, too linked to everything.
i used to think living one day and taking it as it comes along is simple and nice.
but i just realised tt if i live one day and the next as it is without thinking far ahead. i won't be able to improve myself and do things that i want to achieve. becos i'm taking things as it comes (and goes). but den again. i think far but i dun act on what i think. so.. ok.. i'll live one day as it is den. at least i save the energy of thinking too far. haaa..
what am i talking.. nvm.. midnight always bring craps to my head.
gd nightz everyone! =)