haiz... so boring...so boring... SO BORING!!! whole day work and work and work... other people part time work only less then 30 hours a week...i part time work 48 hours a week... T_T... I WANT TO PLAY POOL!!! >_<
LIFE... now i know how life after education feels like... work... and work... now i think it's better off dead... you know...
haiz... what ever i do now, i dun think it will be of any use to the future generations anyway... i'm not a very useful person u noe... anyway... with me still alive, i'm wasting the earth's natural resources... OXYGEN---> with me sighing the whole day, i'm taking in twice the amount a normal person takes in... WATER---> with me taking half-an-hour to bath, i'm pretty sure i'm wasting twice the amount a person usually wastes... ELECTRICITY---> you know people like me...afraid of the dark... i on the light everytime i get to... and i also on all my house lights, so i don't see any dark corners... haha... hmmm... haiz...
if only i die in my sleep... you know, no pain, no torture, and... i also hope i dun have a nightmare if i ever die in my sleep... i dun want to die remembering bad things... haha...
hmmmm... on 2nd thoughts... dying in pain might not be so bad after all... especially if i'm saving someone... haha like saving someone from car accident, you know, like pushing him or her right before he or she gets hit by a vehicle... haha... or maybe if i can replace someone's death, i'll be most willing to do so... if only there is no pain involved... haha...
haiz... if i really die... and haven't left a will... anyone who sees this blog... please inform my relatives to donate all whatever usable organs that is still in my body... (although i'm not sure if my organs are healthy, from all that junk food i've been eating~ ^_^)...
ans also! my bank account... haha... i think it has less than $1... anyway, if i die, donate it to any charity... haha
and... all my twins collection!! if i die, give it to some twins fans, who are really poor and can't afford to buy twins stuff... (not those who can afford but doesn't want to waste their money, mind you...) what i mean poor is really poor, and love twins so much that they really want twins cd and vcds so badly that they can't buy it...
what am i doing... toking about death when i'm only 16... haha... haiz... but i really want to find out if there is really an afterlife... i want to know if there is really another place like earth out there, but is out of our earth's reach... maybe far far away where man in our earth could not travel to, or at a place in the infinite galaxy, there might be another place just like our earth... and people living there just like how we live...
LIFE... now i know how life after education feels like... work... and work... now i think it's better off dead... you know...
haiz... what ever i do now, i dun think it will be of any use to the future generations anyway... i'm not a very useful person u noe... anyway... with me still alive, i'm wasting the earth's natural resources... OXYGEN---> with me sighing the whole day, i'm taking in twice the amount a normal person takes in... WATER---> with me taking half-an-hour to bath, i'm pretty sure i'm wasting twice the amount a person usually wastes... ELECTRICITY---> you know people like me...afraid of the dark... i on the light everytime i get to... and i also on all my house lights, so i don't see any dark corners... haha... hmmm... haiz...
if only i die in my sleep... you know, no pain, no torture, and... i also hope i dun have a nightmare if i ever die in my sleep... i dun want to die remembering bad things... haha...
hmmmm... on 2nd thoughts... dying in pain might not be so bad after all... especially if i'm saving someone... haha like saving someone from car accident, you know, like pushing him or her right before he or she gets hit by a vehicle... haha... or maybe if i can replace someone's death, i'll be most willing to do so... if only there is no pain involved... haha...
haiz... if i really die... and haven't left a will... anyone who sees this blog... please inform my relatives to donate all whatever usable organs that is still in my body... (although i'm not sure if my organs are healthy, from all that junk food i've been eating~ ^_^)...
ans also! my bank account... haha... i think it has less than $1... anyway, if i die, donate it to any charity... haha
and... all my twins collection!! if i die, give it to some twins fans, who are really poor and can't afford to buy twins stuff... (not those who can afford but doesn't want to waste their money, mind you...) what i mean poor is really poor, and love twins so much that they really want twins cd and vcds so badly that they can't buy it...
what am i doing... toking about death when i'm only 16... haha... haiz... but i really want to find out if there is really an afterlife... i want to know if there is really another place like earth out there, but is out of our earth's reach... maybe far far away where man in our earth could not travel to, or at a place in the infinite galaxy, there might be another place just like our earth... and people living there just like how we live...
