Roses are red, Violets are blue.
Glad to know friends like you.
A blink in our eyes, a shake with our hands,
That's how we all make friends.
A smile in your face, lights up the day,
That's what all Japanese say.
A look in your eyes, a touch in my mind,
Happiness always arrives.
When you're moody,
I can help you get your troubles off.
When you're happy, share it with me,
That's what friends are for.
La La La La La..........
When you're moody, tell me,
I can get your troubles off.
La La La La La..........
When you're happy,
share it with me, and tell me,
That's what friends are for.

nice nice??? sung by Twins... can't believe i bought their "Twins in Wonderland" album for children... haiz... =_=" hmmmmm... going chalet later... so wun't be blogging for about 2 days... wohohoho!! ^o^
there is another song... titled "starry skies", also sung by Twins... u can hear it *if u want to hear...=_="* by clicking the *play* button on the player to your left... hmmm... but i think not many ppl would want to hear... T__T cos not many friends who visits my blog like Twins... except maybe Khair? PQ? Laypeng? these 3 shld have been influenced by Wendy and me le barh... wohohoho!! ^o^

Starry Skies

Lying under lovely starry skies
Count the million stars up high
Moonlight is shining the stars are so bright
Shining like crystals in the night

Lying under lovely starry skies
Watch the moon it shines so bright
The stars and the moon they light up the skies
Close your eyes make a wish tonight

ummm.... dunno why Gillian sounds so weird... she like pruposely make her voice into kiddy voice... o_O

i think i've just gained 5kg... wohohoho... ^0^V... i practically finished everything i could find in my home... ice cream... (i ate 2 cones...) potatoe chips... 2 oranges... xxx sweets... bread... and i hardly even move today... i just sat in front of the TV watching vcds the whole day... munching and crunching... the only time i moved more den 5 metres was when i went down to buy my lunch... and a few more junk food... =_=" aiyoh... my tummy has obviously enlargened... cos my mum also ask me how come my belly's so big today... even the baggy shirt i was wearing couldn't hide my belly... wohohohoho... x_X" i've just measured my waist... and it has increased by 5 inches!! whooohoooo!! hmmm... that ish not something to be happy about... T_T" waaaah... when will we have soccer again...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i got double chin already!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! just went to toilet... den look at mirror... den got one slice of meat below my chin... waaaaah laaaaauuuu!!! how come so fast?!?! only one day of lazing ard at home... so fast so fat?! *or issit i already have double chin long ago... o_O"?*

hmmmmmmmm... tomolo going back to the woodlands the SATA or NATA again... get back my medical results... hope dun need take anymore injections... pain pain u noe... after that going to chalet... funny larh... dun feel like i'm very excited about the chalet thing... maybe becos these few days always have bad luck aura ard mee... just hope during chalet nothing bad happens... especially... haiz... nothing... nothing... *somehow i got a feeling that something will be sabo-ed or something?...* ~___~V

anyway... better not think too much... haha... from today, i learnt that when someone gets really bored... the person will tok to anything... even herself... wohohohoho... ^o^ cos that's what i did... *to the fish tank: "hmmm? how come there's no fish in you? issit becos you r too small? that's why fishes dun wan you... haiz... you were born like this... just like me... vertically chanllenged, but horizontally grow quite well... noe what i mean? u dunno? that means is short and fat lorh...haiyoh..."* *to Twins poster: "haiz... when are you both coming to Singapore hah? can faster release one mando album or not hah... haiz... i noe i very siao now toking to a poster... but i dun need you to reply me... cos my heart not very good arh... if you really tok to me suddenly, i will get heart attack okayyy... so pls dun reply meee... do you think i'm very irritating? hmmmm... actually, i also think i very irritating... somemore i also dunno why i toking to a poster..."*

hmmmmmm... OKOK... i not really siao okayyyy... just abit bored... i mean, dun you also tok to urself sometimes when u r bored? esp when no one is at home... o_O?

OH MY GOD... how come today sooooooooo bad luck one... long time since i bad luck whole day u noe... >_<"

1st... got the meeting with the thai trip ppl... den... half way thru, we were approached by some Channel U ppl... they were filming something lar... the Ericia Lee and her sister one... ask me to throw the frisbee to them... =_=" hope they'll cut out the part which the camera caught us... *hmmm... this one not counted as bad luck larh... got to see some stars... ^_____^* ( and OMG!! Ericia Lee is sooo skinny lor... her arms are like my wrists okayyyy...O_O)

2nd... we were late for the meeting to Adder's house!!! wah lau eh!! the ppl ask us to play just one game... and den we can leave... den their game... so long... den somemore interrupted by the filming thing... den after that, they say one more game... den nvm... since they say take onli one and a half min... so we played... and den... the one and a half min became dunno how many minutes... by the time we left East Coast was like already 4pm plus... =_="

3rd... want to take Taxi go... den both of us broke... *becos of that medical check up again... waaahh.. reminds me of my $70... T_T* so we took bus instead... at 1st, thought of taking bus 76 to Yio Chu Kang... but den we waited so long for the bus... in the end we just took 853... so next, we were planning to alight at the stop near Bishan MRT... den we dunno where to stop... so nevermind!! can wait for the stop near Ang Mo Kio MRT... den at last, we saw the Ang Mo Kio station... den we pressed the bell... den we wait for the bus to stop... den... wait... den... suddenly, the bus make a turn to the left, which is away from the MRT station... we were like "ahhhh... how come like that one... where's the bus stop?! o_O?" okayyyy... in the end, we ended up alighting near the Yio Chu Kang MRT station... *maybe shld be counted lucky liao... at least we din miss that YCK bus stop... and head off towards Yishun... ~_~V* by this time, Bin they all were like already going off from Adder's house liao... haiz...

4th... not to mention miscellaneous bad luck... which is... like dashing pass the road when the green man is always threathening to turn to red man b4 we cross the road... not onli once leh!! it's like EVERYTIME we need to cross the road, we have to run across one lor... =_=" den weird stuff dropping on my head sooo many times... luckily it's raining today... at least have assurance that those watery drops are rain water and not bird shit... *but how do u explain it when u get some watery stuff piongz-ing on ur head when u r on the escalator in shopping mall...=_=" cos that's what happened to meee yesterday.. and Cheryl said she thot she saw a boy spitting saliva...* OMG!! how come i always get bad luck ard meeee...

waaaah seh... tok and tok about bad luck, already can write one argumentative essay... wohohoho!! ^o^ *Adder call me not to add "wahahaha" anymore... so i change to "wohohoho"...* ~___~V does it make any difference to her? okok... i try not to add anymore "wahaha" here... u see? the 1st 4 paragraphs all dun have "wahaha"...

hmmmmmm.... i think today is just like so many things happening... half way thru, my another friend smsed me and ask if i could join her for dinner... and it's like very diff to reject her... cos... she's my leader in Twins Fanclub!! how cld i reject her?!?! but i did anyway... @_@" haiz... cos after the visit... wah seh!! can really die from all those bad luck leh!! just want to go home and sleep man!! now thinking back... bad luck got many many... but good luck also have!! at least get to see soccer friends for 5 secs... wohohoho... ^o^ hmmmmm... nothing to do again... so below is some reactions again... ^_________^ reactions of missing the AMK station...
stuuupid traffic light...

i'm sooo tired now... i lazy to go and remember what i did today... except that today's dinner was so funny we all kept laughing non-stop... (actually, it was them laughing at me imitating someone's movements...=_=")

haiz. my habit of imitating people hasn't stopped yet... wahahaha... something my friends and i used to do in sec sch... we would imitate ppl... den go and observe them, and when we 're bored, we would play things like, "eh, guess what PQ's reaction would be when we tell her this and that", and everytime we go out to shop, we would say, "that one is PQ's de zui ai!!(her favourite!!)", or "this one is wendy's style~~"... mwahahahaha... *polka dots* and *hip-hop* but most of the time, their reaction would be like =_=", and a sacarstic "haha...thx arh.." ehehehheh... can burst out laughing at any single thing, especially with ALP!! wahahahah... up till now, everytime we meet also can laugh non-stop about anything... from the ants crawling on the wall to some old man hah-choo-ing on the streets~~ ^___________^ let's hope this laughter-ing syndrome will stay on with us forever... mwahahaha~~ haiz... suddenly miss my sec sch friends... esp ALP!! and WENDY!! and PEARLY!! and PQ!! and... just almost all larh... *esp those who reads my blog... in case i get "hum-tum" if i din mention ur name...*

hmmmm... overall, i guess learning how to imitate ppl isn't that bad... at least i get to make my friends laugh... mwahahahah... ^_____^ *although sometimes they laugh is not becos of the person i imitate, but becos of my over-exaggerated expressions... *thinking of that Jerry Ong's expression* ehehehe... "wear my ring ard ur neck!!"

okok!! enough already... tok too much will get retribution u noe... >_<" better stop here... wahahaha... going to midnight liao... nitez nitez!! ^_______^

today is AddEr's operation day... by now, the op should be over liao barh... wonder how she's feeling right now... O_O hope she recovers very very very soooon!!! ^______^

today... hmmmmm... what did i do today... o_O? went for medical checkup for the Thailand trip... haiz... TWO injections okaayyy!!! so pain!!! T___T one on the left, and the other on the right... *both hands numb* waahahahhaa... and... the PRICE was EX man!! $70 for the two jabs and one stuuuupid consultation... and it's not over yet!! still have somemore next tuesday when we get the results, and another 2 more jabs on Thrusday... haiz... den have to pay more $$$... T_____T" waaaaaaah... my $70... gone just like that... by torturing myself somemore... T______T... waaaaah!! 70 DOLLARS you know!!!! can buy 3 CDs!!! can eat 17 LJS Fish Platter meals!!! can buy 7 VCDs!!! can buy rollerblade!!! can buy Gameboy Cartridge!!! can buy... aiyah, can buy many many things correct liao lar... T___T whooooo... $70... my wallet... left... $2 dollars... whhooooo... T______T... nvm... still can buy one packet of chicken rice lar... wahahahaha...

haiz... so heart broke now... let's stop here... mwahahahaha... so.... nitez!! see ya tml!! have sweet dreams... and may AddEr sleep well tonite~~ ^________^*

wohohoho!! ^o^ somebody say i cute?! mwahahahaha... okok, i'll stop *act* cute now... did i do something funny? or blogged something funny? dunno why some ppl say i funny... o_O?

hmmm... today is a good day!! the last day of exam!!! whhhhhoooooohoooo!! and *area clear* there's no bug around today... ^_______^ went to eat Vietnamese food at Funan IT Mall today... and it was GOOOOOODD~~~ except for the drinks... my one is called dunno what Tamarind... and it tastes like Rojak... serious!! they even put those crushed peanuts okayyy... wahahaha... it was quite funny today eating there... We were like, "oooooooooooohhhhhh!!! nice!!!" when we tried te soup... and "OMG!!! oishiiii neh!!" when we tried the Viet Spring rolll, and den "MMmmmmmmmmmmm!! "MMmmmmMMmm!! "MMmmmm!!" when we tried some other dish... mwahahahaha!! ^_______^*

went ice skating too... altogether, we felled down quite a few times... hmmmmmm... dunno how to skate arh... oh yar... when Shiya felled, someone looks like wan to help her up... den i told her "wah, ur husband arh? not bad arh!!" den Shiya say"HAH?! that person is a GIRL!!" wahahahaa... oopss... never notice... den when i felled, that person help me up too... hmm.... she's cool!! skates well... ^________^ haiz. have nothing to write already... sooooooo.... nitez nitez!! below ish my exagerrated reactions to Shiya's words... mwahahahaha... *nothing to do... so draw things lorh...* >_<"

Me: Shiya, okay or not? (when she felled)

Me: wah!! ur husband arh?! not bad arh!!"Shiya: HAH? that person is a girl!!

Me: O_O

Shiya: really larh... i think she a butch
umm... sorry arh... draw just for fun onli... no offence wahahahaha... ^______^

hehehehhee... tml ish the last day of exams!!! yeah!! haiz... but i haven't study for tml's exams!! haiz.

hmmm... thinking of getting a new hairstyle... and new clothes... mwahahahaha... but dunno what style to change larh... i always liked Gothic style... *hey laugh what laugh...u_u* but i noe larh, doesn't suits mee... once, i tried painting my fingernails black... den everytime i see my own fingers i get freaked out... ahahahhaa... looks scary... reminds me of all the ghost shows i watch... >_<" haiz. see? want to look gothic but scare of gothic... wahahaha that's what clarice told me in the bus today... i can imagine myself freaking out in front of the mirror everyday if i really change to a gothic look... mwaahahhahaa >_<"

anyway... today went to Jalan Kayu with Chair, Rice and Boots to eat roti prata... *slurp* nice man!! the mutton... the curry... the prata... and the teh tarik!! >_<" >_<" how come the pratas near my house dun taste as nice... after that we discussed a little about what to do during QPS birthday... ehehehehehe... gonna rack my brains after tml to think of games to sabo and have have fun with others... hee hee hee~~ ^_____^*

*to the beetle/bug/insect that i've killed just now... i dun mean to kill you... but you just suddenly fly into the room... and u noe i scare of you... den u still fly around the room and like want to fly towards meee... so i just took my brother's lightest book, planning to push you down and make you stop moving until morning where u can go free... but sorry i threw too hard... crushed you... and den you were gone... i saw u stopped moving... sorry sorry sorry... T_____T" i dun like insects, but doesn't mean i wan to murder you... who ask you to scare me 1st... pls tell all your other species and insects not to fly near me next time... esp those GIANT wasps... or else i will declare war on them... will have a pesticide by my side all the time... or take my brother's thickest book with meee... R.I.P...*

P.S: pls convey this message in hell when you meet your cousin/brother/sister whom i've killed last week... that time was also not purposely one... but that time your relative really hyperactive, always threathening to fly towards me, so i used to same book to throw at it... den ast 1st nv die one... kena push down onli... but after that when i want to go out of the room... i accidentally step on the book... den i feel something below... den i noe... sorry sorry sorry >_<"

okie okie!! i promise i'll study after this blog okayyy~~~ >_<"just wan to say that i've spent the time from 5pm+ till now... trying to figure how to replace my blog's background with a picture!!! mwahahahaa... stupid rite... and den i've designed the header background(above!!) and the divider (below!!) ^_________^* ehehehehe... feel really proud about it!! haiz...wanted to make it look rugged and artistic... but dunno how to make... so just settle for those shooting stars... wahahahahah ^______^

okok!! time to study... haiz... sian... nitez... muahahha... wish i will have good dreams tonight~~ ^___^

it's 5pm + and i've haven't started studying!!! waah waah... 've been lazing ard the house the whole day... den look at the time now... and IT'S so LATE!! let meee count... left onli about 6 hours to study, if i dun bathe, dun eat, dun watch tv, dun laze, and stop BLOGGING now... wahahahaha... >_<" hmmm... maybe i've shld have gone out to study... cannot concentrate at home... hmm... on 2nd thoughts, i also cannot concentrate outside what!! =_=" haiz... i think i can focus only at night... dunno why, cannot study during day lehz... wahahhaa nothing can get in one... wahahahaha...

okok.. let's do a fast blog... wahahaha... ~_~v hmmmm... did a little changes to my blog... wahahahaha... got notice? no? haiz. have to make a BIGGER difference den... mwaahahaha... ^___^ maybe shift my sidebar from <---left to right---> ... den change my background... den put in different music... i'm getting sick of happy tree friends melody... wahahahaha... x_X" hmmm... okayyyy~~ that's all for now... be back later... but not sure if i''l blog again... so byez~~ wahahahahaha ^_______^

OH YAR!! my previous blog say will have nightmare... i really have nightmare!! WAH LAO... dreamt of me in a river, den having *Yin-Yang* eyes and being able to see *things*... and u noe river got many ppl... wahahaha... wah lao!! so scary... saw some *ghosts*... but it's quite clear, up to now i still can remember their faces... funny arh... wonder why in our dreams when we dream of things, we can see strangers whom we never even see b4 appearing in our dreams... oh yar... other den *ghosts* of humans... i even saw a crocodile ghost... wahahahaa... with green light around it's body, den swimming towards me... den when i thot it's gonna bite me, the croc just went thru mee... it's *ghost* marh... cannot touch mee... wahahahhaa... ^x^ not that i wan it to touch me too... so scary... hmmmm... next time better not say i will have nightmare anymore... later really kena again... >_<" T__T"

Left 2 more exams!! waaaaahahahhaha... but i think i'm going to fail my Accounts today... wahahahha... haiz... it's 1.48 am and i haven't sleep!! wonder who's still online now, other den Rice and Chair... wahahaha... hmmmm... have to stop my habit of typing "wahahahah" already... wahhaha... haiz. >_<"

I'm HUNGRY... >_<" T_T" dun have anymore brain juice to think of what to blog... wahahahhaha... can't even remember what happened todae... @_@" sooooo... gd nitez!! wahahahha... dream of me, and i'll dream of you... waahhaha... nono... it'll be a nightmare for meee... ^x^!

hmmmmmm... dunno what to write today... mwahahahahah... cos i forgot what happened today... o_O¿? i'm trying to recall... recalling... i can onli remember the Long John Sliver meal... wahahahaha nice~~~... OH YAR!! okie okie, i remember something now... mwahahahaah... that girl opposite us... at Long John Sliver todae... wahahaha... so funny... Rice said she couldn't stand how that girl who had her fringe covering half her face... and she feels like throwing stone at her... mwaahahahah... (but where got stone? she shld have just eat her corn finish den throw at her mar... same effect anyway...) Rice couldn't stand how she sit, how she eat, how she did everything waahahahha...

hmmm... what else did we do... went to JCC to study again but i dun remember getting anything into my head...>_<" haiz... nvm... i've decided already... if i going to be online student den be it mwahahaha i PROMISE i will work hard for the next few exams okayyyyy... WAaaaaahhHH... nono, i change my mind, i dun wan be online student... T____T" okok, i'll work hard... work hard... >_<" @_@" X_x"

wahahahhaa... went to see ppl ice skate today too... today is Sat night, so there was a disco night going on there... and the foam was cool!!! like snow... but too bad we didn't went in to skate... (not that i noe how to anyway... ~_~V)

woah... OMG... my brother scared me just now... he was watching TV and den he suddenly come into the room and mumbled something... "mummysaytheTVthebuttongottheXthingonewherearh..." dunno what he was toking about... his eyes was not even open okayyy... i think he sleep walking... wahahahaha den he look at the remote control and say "nevermindnevermind" den he just *pionk* onto the bed and snored away... still mumbling something... dunno what he toking abt lar... dun care anyway... hmmmm.... maybe he dreaming... wahahahhaa... where got TV remote control got X button one... i think he dreamin that he is superman, den when got people call for help, he press the X button on remote control and change into Superman... mwahahhahaa >_<"" okok lame lame lame... hmmmm... let's take a look at him... wahahaahha... sometimes it's scary to look at him when he's sleeping, cos his eyes are half open one... (where got ppl sleep eyes half open one...) dun dare make fun of him, later he not asleep after all... wahahahhaha anyway... took a pic of him sleeping... wahahahhaha ehehehhee... can blackmail him when he's not good to meee mwahahahhaha >_< okok... j/k lar...

that's all folks!! mwahahahhaa... nitez nitez... i love twins~~ i love twins~~ i love... blah blah blah ^___________^*

waaah... i'm alone at home... so quiet... (0_ 0 ) ( 0 _0) >_<"

today Stats exam... yay!! one subject done!!! wahahahahaha!! but dunno if i'll pass... cos when i ask my friends for their answers, they're not the same... >_<" but anyway, left three more papers... and... whhooohooo!! holidayyyy~~~!! but this time i'm not that looking forward for the holiday... cos i wanna go school everyday and see my friends... eheehehheh... ^________^* see my friends~~ see my friends~~ yeaaahh~~ o_O okok i admit maybe also see ppl that i like... wahahaha ~_~V

like who? dun tell you... wahahahhahahah... aiyah, dun need care about me today... i banged my head against the MRT glass just now and lost a screw... look all over the floor liao lar, but cannot find back the screw...wahahahaha... OKOK lame lame lame... but i really hit the MRT glass lar... very sleepy on the way back home from Jurong CC... wahahaha... felt asleep unknowingly and den... BAaaaNG!! haiz... dun say liao.. today is a day when i got really physically abused... by knocking onto tables and chairs, knocking into people, hitting my hands and legs onto walls... not i want all these to happen one... but dunno why today everytime i walk, sure hit until something one... reminds me of myself when i was young... wahahahaha... i remembered going out with my cousins and aunties and relatives and all... den we were at a shopping mall... den i saw the arcade... and i charged towards it... ran and ran and ran and ran and ran... and den... PIAaaaaNG~~!!! i banged onto the glass... wahahaha... i hit my fore head really hard, and the impact was big enough to make me fall backwards onto my ass... DOUBLE IMPACT okay!! i got a *bah-lu-kuu* popping out of my forehead a few mins later... and it was BIG okayyyy... lucky that time the luo-han fish not that famous... or else i'll be the centre of a joke for everyone... and that's not the only mishap that happened to meeee... falling down a flight of stairs is common (but not from overhead bridge lar... i will die okay... X_x) and tripping myself is an everyday thing... wahahahhaha... hmmmmmm... toking about falling down the stairs... reminds me of what kind of family members i have... => walking up the stairs to my grandma house... den i tried to race with my brother... and he walked two steps at a time... at primary 5, i wasn't that tall, so i could only run up the stairs quickly step by step... and den... i crossed-legged and tangled-legged and... ROLLED down the stairs... *rollin' rollin' rollin'* i hit my face and my breasts (that explains why i'm still undeveloped and still at the Primary 5 size... wahahaha) AND what did my mum and brother do to help me? they look at me and LAUGH their heads off at me... >_<" so bad right...?

haiz... dun tok about mishaps already... all these things happened to me so regularly (regular customer of Miss Hap no. 1), i dun even notice it when i bang into something myself... ehehehheeh... hmmmmm... let's tok about tml... gonna go the JCC again... wahahha to study!! and play of cos lar... haiz... okie... nothing to write already... wahahahahha... so nitez everyone~~~ ^______^* must dream of me, i'll dream of u~~~ wahahahaha... nono, i onli dream of ppl i like~~ wahahahah...

OH MY GOD... tml exams already... never study hard for it... just hope i dun fail... "pass" can liao... -_-" =_=" >_<" haiz... dun wanna be an online student... but sure got a few modules kena one... T_____T"

waahahahhaha... went to Jurong CC today with Wet duck, Rice and Boots to study... the place is nice!!! stayed there till 8pm and we watched Singapore Idol there... wanna go back again~~~ ehehehehe... ^______^* hmmmm... oh yar... i like Daphne!! but missed her performance cos we were abit late into the the show... haiz... her voice is cute!! eheheheh!! ^______^* sometimes she puts on too much make up... but she's quite pretty... esp when the camera's at the right angle, looks nice~~~ hmmm... but got weird weird feeling abt S.I these days... like nothing much happening... all like same same one... haiz... wahahahhaah... dunno why that Jerry haven't got out yet... he looks funny when singing... wahahahaha his eyes always widening and den his mouth like pouting... wahahahahhaa!!! cannot stop laughing when i see him sing... but dun like him... always smile and smile... quite fake lehz... the Sly guy also like change alot... wahahahha dunno how to say lar... dun like him as much as the 1st few episodes eheheheheh... and OMG Maia... no offence but she looks like a bartop dancer today... wahahahhaa >_<" i think today best performer was the Taufik and Olin(but what's up with that feathery thing... wahahahaha mamasan?!)... compared to the others... maybe they be better at singing slower songs instead... except for Daphne... cheerful songs!! ehehehehe!! wah seh... i sound like as if i'm one of the judges... >_<" but who cares... since this ish my blogggg~~~ write what i want... mwaahahhahaha ^________^*

okie... hmmm... good luck to all my classmates for the exams... ^_____^ and to me too...

waaahahahahha... haiz... today is last day of soccer training... until one month plus later den got again... haiz... cannot get to see soccer friends!!! haiz... haizz... haizzzz!!! kinda regret why i didn't bring out my cam to take photos... wahahaha... only when i was on the way back home den i really regret!!! haiz!!! but it's okayyyy... cos i just found out the msn web for the soccer.... wahahahahah!!! so happy!! inside have most of them the pictures.... hehe ^_________^* but den have to wait one more month den can see them again... T________T"

haiz... maybe it's too long never go for soccer already... (actually not that long lar... but dunno why these few days seems so long to me...wahahaha) feel kind of weird weird... esp without clarice today... maybe it's me who didn't really tok lar... wahahhaa... i was like quiet today... just dun feel like toking... but just hearing and looking at them(soccer ppl) is enough to make me smile and laugh like hell... they all so funny... mwahahahaha ^________^

today dunno why, i kept staring at people... wahahahhaah... as long as i find them nice to look at, i'll just stare and stare... wahahahaa... one day i''l get myself killed and humtum-ed (dunno how to spell lar... >_<") by ppl... hehe... but i also found out one thing!!! most of the people that i like looks similar somehow... today when 23 tied up her hair... OMG... looks just like someone from sec sch... wahahhaa... same hair *parting*, same smile, even same kind of attitude!! wahahaha always cheerful one... just like twins... wahahaha... (okok... i'll stopped toking about Twins now...) but dunno lar... there's one feeling that's the same, that is, when i look at Twins, i'll smile and be happy str away no matter what.. it's da same with 8ly and 23... wahahaha perhaps it's their smile~ and the way they laugh!! hehe :D makes me want to be happy too~ ^________^

hmmmmm... maybe i have to "correct" my previous blog... wahahhaha... the soccer camp had changed to "funeral camp"... my grandpa passed away... on 08/10... 1250pm... Ye Ye (that's what i greet him), Rest In Peace...

i still remember on Friday, the day we were supposed to celebrate Shi Ya's birthday... i received a sms from my mum to call back home since it's urgent. I called her, and found out that my grandpa "doesn't has much longer to live"... i dunno how i felt then, cos he's always been sick and poor in health... my mum and i den rush to the hospital... on the way, i kept asking her if he was "really going" soon... and my mum wasn't sure herself, but my brother had called and told us to hurry, he said, "Ye ye cannot make it, yeye cannot make it"... i wasn't that worried at that time... i always thought that my grandpa's gonna be alright, since he was a "regular customer" of the hospital... and i wondered what will happen if he really passed away... my mum said i wouldn't be able to go for my soccer camp, moreover to celebrate Shi Ya's birthday... Finally, we reached the hospital... the moment i set my eyes on my grandpa, the i heard the doctor say "he's heart has stopped beating completely..." IT WAS ALL SO SUDDEN... i looked at my grandpa, he looked like he was sleeping... but i could still he's stomach moving up and down, doesn't that meant that he's still breathing? but after a while, when the doctor instructed the nurses to remove all those medical equipments, he's stomach slowly stopped moving up and down... my uncles and aunties were all crying and like holding on to him... it was the 1st time i've ever seen so many adults cry before me, furthermore, it was people that i know, whom i never once seen them sad at all before... i wasn't crying at 1st, instead, i think it was the overwhelming feeling of seeing people cry that makes me start to cry too... however, it was weird, since only my right eye was flowing with tears, and my left eye was like normal and dry...

seconds later, one of my aunt rushed in... and was crying real hard... she was late by just a few seconds... after a while, she cried out, "the lift door refused to close, it refused to close..." moments later, when we were out of the room, my aunties discuss about it... it seems that it was fate... that auntie who arrived a few seconds late... she wasn't fated to see my grandpa breathed he's last...(one of my aunt said "she was never the one whom father had pampered, from young till now... she was never fated to be with him") on the other hand, my mother and i seemed like the ones whom my grandpa had been waiting for... he left this world right after we arrived... but my mum was terrified... apparently, becos as soon as we arrived, grandpa passed away... was he waiting for us actually? hmmm... anyway... i felt really sad for that aunt... she was really crying real hard... and seeing her cry makes me cry too...

the day went on with my uncles and aunties planning for the funeral... and that day, was the day that i've seen so many people crying... my uncles especially, were crying so hard, i have to say, like babies... not that it's wrong of them to cry... but seeing men cry makes it more easier for me to cry... >_<" i saw my father... he was also crying real hard... he's eyes red and watery... not only that, whenever we took some last look at grandpa, my father's expression changed into a really sad face... a face that i thought i'd only see in cinemas... a face that only upon looking at it, anyone would cry too...

thinking about it...
someone has lost a husband,
someone has lost a father,
someone has lost a grandfather,
someone has lost a cousin,
someone has lost a friend...

for me... there weren't much memories of my grandpa... except that i used to stay at his house often when i was younger... i never really talk to him, except to greet him whenever i see him... i thought of what difference it will make to my life... and it seems, it just meant greeting someone lesser, never to see him wobbling out of his room to the living room anymore, never to see him injecting himself with insulin for his diabetes anymore, and never to see him on every chinese new year anymore... well, that's maybe for me, his grandchild... for someone else, perhaps it meant a different thing... like his wife, son, or daughter-in-law... in which, whenever i think of my grandma having to sleep alone... would she ever get use to sleeping alone... after so many decades of marriage and having a husband by her side... i know i wouldn't.

mwahahahha!! i'm in school now!!! and the teacher has left... cos we obviously weren't interested in whatever she was going to teach... hehe... ^_____^*

hmmm... we are going to celebrate Shiya's birthday today!! not sure about what's happening... but anyway, just join in lar!!! wahahaha ^____^ haiz... later got soccer camp... at 1st feel kinda excited about it, but now, feel like just dargging my self to camp... haiz...

wun't be updating blog for about 2 days... wahahhaa in CAMP... >__<"

ehehehhe... today got soccer!!! and i cannot even kick the ball properly... haiz... wahahaha... but nvm... get to see people that i like can liao... wahahahhaha.... (oops!!) i mean my friends lar... (no, actually it's no. 23 wahahaha) if my friends nv go soccer, i also dun want go liao... ^______^* heheheh... OH SHIT!! cannot say anymore... since got more n more ppl reading this blog... >_<" not that i dun want more ppl to read... just that cannot reveal more things liao... wahahhaa... esp if the person that i'm writing about reads these, it's QING TIAN PI LI arh!! cannot face that person anymore u noe... only can hide one corner and peep onli... T___T

okie okie... just jokin... what do u want me to say? wahahhaa... i also dunno what i want to say... o_O? nevermind... gd nitez... wahahahaha... i love Twins!! ...and some other ppl... hehe... ^______^

haiz... we lost the soccer match todae... the other team was sooooo pro!!! i just stand there for a few seconds, den one of them went past me and a goal was scored... >_<"... but nevermind!!! today 1st time went to eat with our seniors... ehehheheh... but some of them wasn't there.... T______T

haiz... i really dunno what to write here liao... nothing much already... hmmm... i love Twins... wahahha!! okie!! i noe what i'll do... wahahhaa... i'll list down all of the ppl that i like most... (in other words, special to me) wahahha ~_~ (sorry if ur name's not there... ehehehhee...but some is ppl that i dun really talk to... just like/admire them alot...^______^) PS: Best friends dun need say lar... u noe one lar... wahahhah Good friends also dun need say one... u shld noe lar... "Just" friends also dun need say lar... u should noe one... wahahaha^___^V) alright... after some counting, there's only 3... so no point listing them down... wahahhaa (do you feel like beating me after reading so much rubbish?)

okok... they are: primary sch-> kit kat... sec sch-> 8ly... poly-> no.23 heheheh ^_____^* (i also dunno why, but they just seem special to me wahahhaah ^_____^ is either they have nice/unique personalities, or very good in things they do, or just very cute, or got magnetic power, or, OH YAR!! they are all scorpios!!... shit!! i must have done something bad to Scorpios in my last life... >_<" ) just remembered all their birthdays fall in mid November... OH MY GOD!! just remembered Charlene is also Scorpio!!! damn... how come everyone i like is scorpio... and i read the horoscope before, they say Scorpios and Leos are not fit to be together!!! waaaaaaaaaaah...T_____T oh yar... it's not like i'm going to marry them or something anyway... wahahhaa... so shld be nvm... only maybe i like them, but they dun like meeeeee.... T_______T *so sadddd*

OMG... yesterday i took my pay, and today half of it is gone... T__T... i went to that Adidas shop... bought a sweater... den i saw socks and shinguards, so i thought *shun bian* buy too... wahahaha... den went to buy new jeans (my mother naggin at me to buy new clothes... cos i kept wearing the same clothes...) but it was too tight!!! wahahaha... should have tried the jeans 1st... stupid rite?!?! =_=" den got home, i realise the button of the jeans was missing... HAIZ... -_-"

just now went to watch New Police Story... Charlene is so cute!! wahahahaha... the way she whine and *sa jiao* to her father... ("waaah... father said all people in the police force were righteous... waaah... who says one... waaaahh... tomolo i'm gonna quit this police job... li jia chu zou, and leave my father... waaah!!!") wahahaha!! ^______^*

but before i watch the movie, i went to buy Mac... den after buying the Prawn Burger meal, i realised that the place is full... HAIZ...=_=" bad luck again... so i went out of Lido and sat under the big clock and ate my meal there... (and watching the world pass by...wahahaha...) and if it's still not enough, half way thru eating the meal, i realised i was sitting on top of an army of ANTS... HAIZ...@_@" bad luck x 3... T___T... but i was sooo tired and hungry, i just carried on eating... wahahhaa...when one is in bad luck, everything also bad luck... >_<"

but bad luck doesn't mean that i not happy!! wahahahahah!!! especially after seeing Charlene... hehehe ^__^ the movie was not bad... but... Charlene's screen time was too short!!! okie, okie... i'm biased... wahahahaha ^__________________________^* <== smiling and grinning from ear to ear till mouth widen till this size... heheheheheheheheh...

waaaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhhhhhahahaahaaaaaaahahahahahahah!!! nothing. ehehehehehh... just feel like laughing... today got someone say my drawing very the nice~~ ^_____^* ehehehehh!!

today stayed back for a while in school to do project... but den i never really do anything lor... i was just playing games and drawing pictures onli... hehe... i think nobody would want to be group members with meeee next time... wahahahaha ("michelle?!?! noooooo ahhhhhh!!! *pulls hair out* not that girl!!! that lazy stupid idiot!!!") okie okie... i try to do my best to focus on the projects... >_<"

waaaaaaaah... exams are coming... and i dun even understand the modules that i'm taking... T_T got a feeling i won't make it this time round... haiz...

dun tok about exams now... wahahhaa... i'm going to get my pay soon!!! whhhhoooooo!!! yeah!!! ehehehehhe... hope it will be alot... (but after minus-ing the money i have to pay for Twins stuff, not much is left anyay...) it's been a loooooonnng time since i treat my friends some meals... wahhahhahaa... the lastest one was treating my friends Pizza Hut... hehehehh but that time and this time ish different wor... that time i'm working full time... this time ish part time onli... so not sure if i could treat them again... wahahahaa... i owe lots of people meals... hehe...

anyone noticed i've been updating my blog quite regularly liao... wahahhaa... but dunno if anyone reads this blog anyway... maybe only one or two ppl bah... becos how come... only one or two ppl give comments in the TAG board... >_<" on the other hand, it's good if no one reads this blog... becos i can write rubish here, and admit all those bad things that i've been doing... wahahaha (not that i've done anything bad these days...) ^_______^*