hmmm... blogging again... waiting for Liyue to send finish Ben's camera pictures... haiz... suddenly feel like saying something... wohohoho ^0^

dunno why, after this trip... suddenly feel like, all those ppl whom i've liked b4, suddenly dun like them liao... wahahaha... dunno why, maybe is very long nv see them liao, so no more feel already, or is after this trip, i finally feel that it's not worth liking someone who won't like you back... get what i mean? no? hmmm... never mind... wohohoho ~_~V that's just what i feel right now, but i can't say the same when i see them again... wahahahaa... i change my mind easily u noe... ^__^

haiz... felt really down these past 2 days... cos i found out a letter from Pam... she gave me a present in a box, but i din open it until i reached singapore... inside the box, there' actually one letter, and it wrote something like she wanna be my sister... HAIZ... how come i din read it earlier... kinda regret abit cos if i read it earlier, i could have at least tell her that i wanna be her sis too... haiz... T__T"

but nevermind!! at least i have her address... can send her many things if i wanted too... he he ^___^ and i have a pic of her!! just one pic... should have taken more pics of her... haiz... but one pic is better den none... hehe ^___^ haiz... really really really miss them MAN!!!

I'm BACK!! anyone miss meee... o_O? hmmm... ok...

haiz... kept thinking about Thailand non-stop... really miss everything about Thailand... haiz... the kids, the food, the weather, the life... EVERYTHING... T___T" wonder when i'll save enough money to go back to the village again... i miss Pam and Kat badly... haiz... i miss Da, Jin and Toi too... haiz... haiz... haiz... =_="

sorry arh... come back onli tok about Thailand and the people i miss over there... wohohoho ^0^" but i just feel so far away from them... we are like dunno how many thousand KMs away...

hmmm... dun really have anything to blog... haiz... i miss them!! miss them so much!! wonder what they are doing now... shld be studying barh... hmmm... sch finish at 4pm for them... maybe can buy the M1 1818 card and call them... wohohoho ^0^ haiz... but i only how abit Thai... and they only noe abit English... how to communicate... T__T" haiz... hmmm... O_O... *why am i blogging things that i'm thinking in my head right now...* oops! - x -"

wah seh... haven't blogged in a really long time!! forgot to blog b4 i went to Thailand... i'm still in Thailand now... using the YMCA hotel's internet... hehe... ^____^* i miss my friends!! but i also miss the little kids in the village too... wun't ever forget the day i left the village... the 1st time i cried so hard in front of so many people man... it's hard to control when you see people crying... esp your fave children... haiz... T_____T"

hmmmm... will be back in Singaporeon the 24th... around 10pm plus... wahahahaha... 18 days are really fast... at 1st it seems so slow, den after got to know the kids there, wah! time to go back... haiz... dunno why, but i didn't miss Singapore one bit, except for my friends and family... haha... after visting Thailand, i think i like Thailand more already!! wahahahaha... nice weather... cold in the morning and night, but warm in da afternoon... not much diff in weather larh... but i like the life in Thailand... simple and nice~~~ although no computer... no mp3... no tv... but i'm surprised myself that i didn't even miss all these things... taught the kids some english and nursery songs... somehow formed a little bond with them already... i have 3 favourite kids... wohohoho!! ^0^ abit greedy larh... their names are Kat, Pam and Mot... there's something special about them that just makes me feel attracted to them... there were other kids too, but just couldn't spread my love evenly u noe... waahahaha... yar, i'm biased!! so what... isn't everyone like that... ~___~"

on the last day in da village, i think is the day i received more hugs den i ever had in my whole life!! and kisses too... Pam esp hugged me lots of time, think i lost count liao... but the one last time that she hugged, was really loooonnnngg... i think it lasted a full minute... hmmmmm.... she's like 12 years old... and ummmm... sometimes give me the wrong idea you noe... cos she's the only one who kept asking me to kiss her cheek!! den after that some other kids started to ask me to do that to them too... it was awkward man!! but nvm... they are still young... haha... okok... got to stop now... blog toomuch liao...

OMG OMG OMG... my computer baboomed... haiz... now in school secretly using computer!! *feel abit guilty... cos the sign outside the com lab said "only academic matters and no surfing..." wohoho!! ^o^ okay, okay... just want to say that i won't be blogging until my com gets okay again... T_T... WAAAAAAAAAAHHHH SEHHH how come my bad luck doesn't END one?!?! >_<" feel so disconnected from the world without the computer... haiz... feel like a caveman leh!! T_T"